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this page shouldn’t have the title baye talks. rather, it should be baye rants!!!hahah..just realized my mistake.

pagka inatay!!ni-absent na sd ang gaga!!gi-laay jud ko ai!!cguro kay last day of the week naman gd dayon kapupuon mn pd ko!!!hahahaha..*sheepish smile*anyway, wala lang gud. gusto lang ko mgtype. problemado ang gaga eh. *argh* bahu-ag tiil ui sa aq katapad!!!hmp!!!sunod na lang ko type kay makalipung…log out nako!!!!

nagkadaghan ang akong mga paperworks sa school pero it seems as if i don’t have the time to do any of them. though, quite the contrary, because i would find myself [sometimes] picking my nose (or something like that..*grins) and in deep thought. it’s an unproductive month for me and a stressful one, too. the first two weeks were spent in hospital with my father in the icu and most of my family here in the city. so, i would rather spend the night in the hospital with them than in my boarding house.

then, meetings were called by my organizations which sometimes end til 10 pm. i can’t called in sick because i know i’m not. i also don’t want to put up with the consequences and punishments set by the  organization. *pouts* besides, i’ve given my commitment.*guffaws*

still, my paperworks are not resolved and they’re piling everyday. what am i gonna do??

as if by tradition, i always wait til midnight of december 31-january 1 simply because i love to look at the sky light up with different colors from fireworks. unfortunately, for this new year, it rained so hard. i have never been disappointed as this new year. another thing to make me fume was that my family were sick.

my father was on bed for almost 2days now. my mother was shaking with cold. my brothers were either having fever, colds or has a headache. my sister, on the other hand, had a sprained ankle. that’s why i was left outside, by myself, shouting to passers by “happy new year!”

god!!i feel like a rotten egg*ugh*i was the only one awake in our house and nobody even tried to greet me*sniffing*unlike last years’ new year celebration.

the opening of this year was really awful for me. i don’t even want to rememebr it.woah!!!

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i was chatting in my YM and there was this guy (maybe a monster!well, actually, he could pass for an ogre!!!).  anyway, he was as stupid as the YM id that he has! he started ssaying this thing and the F word. then telling me i said those words!!sheikz!!!!makalagot jd!!!dali lng man ko saputon pero makalitse lng jd ai!!!!wala jd nada ning mgchat sa mga tao nga totally unknown sa ako!(why do i end up chatting with dense people, sometimes???makatagam lage ai!!!!*sniffing*) 

i’m sick again:(

my head hurts so much. i don’t know what happened. maybe it’s because i forgot to bring and use my eyeglasses. what the heck! i’m having a terrible headache now..*ugh*

i was kind of sorry for myself lately. not that there’s really something to be sorry about me, but it’s something that i cannot seem to bring out my sympathetic nature to the surface. when our cat died yesterday, i felt indifferent to what happened to it. then, several weeks ago, i know, i and my friend got this little argument. and i am supposed to be blamed for it. another incident was i had “mercilessly” quarreled this particular guy for no reason at all.

i didn’t know if what i had been doing was due to PMS or maybe my quarrelsome nature had get the worst of me. pushing that sympathetic side of me into the background.

after contemplating, objectifying myself, looking-into-the-mirror-kind-of-thing, i realized i had been not myself..;( i have been the bad girl with her “whining school bag” (*woah*)..tsktsktsk

but, i could not bring myself to say sorry!!sheikz!! not now… (will i ever???i don’t know.)

how come my friends don’t get sick very often like i do?? i’m having another headache, cough and running those right now. then, just yesternight, i have a fever. a slight one, though. but still, i can’t force myself to read my reading assignments up to the wee hours of dawn. i felt like crying still because i haven’t told my parents that i’m sick here. how could i?? i could not let them worry about me..but then again, they called early this morning after i took a bath and my mother without first saying hello, scolded me!!sheikz!! what a good way to start my day! yeah!very nice, eh?*tsktsktsk*

all i can do now is complain all i want because i’m still sick. i’m burning with fever and i have running nose too.sheikz!!so much for my assurances to my parents.*tsktsktsk*

what else should i do? i want to go home. really. in our province, i mean. i can;t think of anything good right now but to sleep. waaah!!i hat to self pity but that’s what i’m doing now. shit!!!

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